still alive

 

i watch you from the sidelines

stealing every glimpse

i die everytime i

wish i touch your lips

it stabs me deep,
this ignorance of yours,
still i fight myself,
to become yours

faded, is everything inside me,

still, vibrant is my numb heart

blackened, is my zeal for life

still, i wait for a new start.

queen of nihilness

here lies the grandeur,

the fakeness bedazzled.

she ruled the seven seas,

and angels beheld.

but death is invincible,

meagre is life.

she stayed with the material,

her soul sublimed

frozen tears : version 2

heavy rains come falling down
feeling the cold fire
of the frigid emotions my
life's a fuckin satire

unknown shadows haunt me at night
an eldritch feeling you aint in sight
makes me frantic makes me sad
and my eyes are fuckin wet

tears are frozen
heart is burning
vivid memories
of the past
eyes aghast

a river wants to flow but it wont
a door wants to open but wont
time has stopped and flowers wont bloom
need is gone  its night of doom

a storm wants to come
thunder wants to roll
air is depressed
even death has died

we were so happy aint we
but u didnt fuckin tell me
why were u not by my side
why did u leave me then

what i messed i cant correct
waiting for death to resurrect
what i want i cant get
and my eyes are fuckin wet

frozen tears : version 1

heavy rains, falling up
feeling the fire
of the frigid emotions
my life's a satire
my eyes are wet


unknown shadows
haunt me at night
an eldritch feeling
you aint in my sight
makes me frantic
makes me sad
and my eyes are wet

tears are frozen
heart is burning
vivid memories
of the past
eyes aghast
a river wants to flow
but it wont

a door wants to open
someone's waiting
but time has stopped
flowers wont bloom
the need is gone

a storm wants to come
thunder wants to roll
air is depressed
even death has died
what i want
i cant get
my eyes are wet

romeo and juliet

romeo and juliet
were once in love
romeo and juliet
wished they'll fly like birds

came one autumn and
leaves began to fall
how could they know of
this was the end of all
that they ever had and
that they would have
what they could think of was a storm
but they were incognisant
of the tempest to be born

and they lost it all away
there was nothing left to say
how could someone know that
they've lost their way astray

romeo and juliet
were once in love
romeo and juliet
had wished something earlier

death was on its way and they
had something with'em to say
but she was broken
and he was shattered
what they thought of
had now withered
season was about to change
and fear was growing
high upon the moon

and they lost it all away
there was nothing left to say
how could someone know that
they lost their way astray

dawn has come
the moon is bright
a wolf is growling
out in the night
there's no sign of sun
hell has just begun
what can one do
when its all set and done

romeo and juliet
were once in love
and will be
till the end of eternity