Monday, June 6, 2011

कभी सोचते थे इश्क अगर गुनाह है,
तो ये गुनाह हम भी करेंगे 
तेरी खातिर इस ज़माने से दुश्मनी भी सह लेंगे 
पर मरेंगे तेरी ही दर पे सर रखके 
कम से कम दो आंसू तेरे भी बहेंगे 

तेरी परियो सी हंसी को जेहन में बसाया था   
कोई परेशानी न हो तुझे, इन पलकों पे बैठाया था 
पर इस वक़्त ने ऐसा मनहूस खेल रचाया 
के अब सोचते हैं की
इस हंसी से तो तेरी वो मायूसी ही अच्छी थी 
कम से कम मेरी याद तो दिलाती थी 

जी करता है   
फफक पड़े अश्क-ऐ-अब्र 
और बरस पड़े ताबड़तोड़ मेरी शिकायतें तुझसे बेसब्र 
उसी बाढ़ में बह जायेंगे तेरी यादों के घरौंदे
और मेरे सपनों के महल  
और शायद हमारे बीच कड़ी ये दीवार भी 



Saturday, May 29, 2010

Friday, February 19, 2010

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Saturday, January 23, 2010

still alive



i watch you from the sidelines
stealing every glimpse
i die everytime i
wish i touch your lips

it stabs me deep,
this ignorance of yours,
still i fight myself,
to become yours

faded, is everything inside me,
still, vibrant is my numb heart
blackened, is my zeal for life
still, i wait for a new start.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

queen of nihilness



here lies the grandeur,
the fakeness bedazzled.
she ruled the seven seas,
and angels beheld.

but death is invincible,
meagre is life.
she stayed with the material,
her soul sublimed

frozen tears : version 2

heavy rains come falling down
feeling the cold fire
of the frigid emotions my
life's a fuckin satire

unknown shadows haunt me at night
an eldritch feeling you aint in sight
makes me frantic makes me sad
and my eyes are fuckin wet

tears are frozen
heart is burning
vivid memories
of the past
eyes aghast

a river wants to flow but it wont
a door wants to open but wont
time has stopped and flowers wont bloom
need is gone  its night of doom

a storm wants to come
thunder wants to roll
air is depressed
even death has died

we were so happy aint we
but u didnt fuckin tell me
why were u not by my side
why did u leave me then

what i messed i cant correct
waiting for death to resurrect
what i want i cant get
and my eyes are fuckin wet